Elisa :: :: A feast for me




  
   Well there's a party for me,
  the last thing I wanted from you
  I close the door behind me and there you are
  you seem relaxed and quiet
  but under your shirt you sweat
  and these balloons around make me feel so sad.
  
  Well there's a feast for me, but it's a night so pale
  feels like an empty rooms where we could kill with words
  you wish you could make believe that I'm what you want me to be
  but these balloons around make me feel so sad
  I'm in your sweet sweet sweet embrace
  and you're a thousand miles away
  your arms a sweet sweet sweet embrace
  and you're a thousand miles away.
  
  Well there's a party for me
  and you know that I didn't ask for it
  I just stay in your game I'm just playing your game
  so won't you tell me what to do,
  I can pretend you tell the truth
  won't you tell me what to do,
  I can pretend you tell the truth
  I'm in your sweet sweet sweet embrace
  and you're a thousand miles away
  your arms a sweet sweet sweet embrace
  and you're a thousand miles away.
  Why...why...why...why...
  
  Should I take the blame, where's my big mistake
  should I feel happy for what I haven't done
  should I take the blame, should I feel the pain
  or should I feel regret for what I haven't done
  Why? Why? Why? Why?
  
  Was this a feast for me or just a bad surprise?
  Should I have expected this? I just don't wanna know
  and you've made up the rules so that you'll win this game
  but you can't tell me what to do
  'cause I don't believe in you
  
  What's left a sweet sweet sweet embrace
  and you're a thousand miles away
  your arms a sweet sweet sweet embrace
  and you're a thousand miles away
  Why...why...
  I'll never ask you why...why.